Mommy and Daddy
are always happy
untill there was more...
and less of Daddy
I dont understand
I've asked so many times
I saw him today
saying things he shouldnt say
telling us to sneek out
and be with him...
But one whisper to Mommy
Daddy shot himself down to the floor.
He might not make it,
he might not live...
I'm scared for Daddy.
all of us are even Mommy.
Good news today...he's alive and well...
We get to see him..and live in his house...
Only certin rules for us....never go upstairs in his house!
While he was out...we broke the rules..
And opened a door
to a jungle of plants and so many lights...
there was another door,we opened it up!
A Doctors place sure enough...
We played for hours untill
Daddy came,he scared us both...
and beat us wit shame...
They took us back to Mommy,
Crying,bleeding,and passed out.
Daddy's going to jail today!
But the man in the suite
said if i lied things would go back
to the way they use to be...
i did lie cause
i love him so very much
2 years go by and Daddys out!
We went to see him
his friends came along
I didnt like what Daddy was doing
to that poor young woman.
he wouldnt let us leave..not till he's done.
One of his friends came up to me,
touched me in ways i can not say...
I couldnt stop him,but my brother could.
We ran off...calling Mommy on his phone.
She says I dont have to see him
but that i should one last time...
he told me i was a mistake,
that i didnt belong...a meaningless thing!
that did it for me...
Why wont heaven open its gates?
and instead leave me in this hell...
Why does God do this to me?
Why was i told my life
was a mistake?
I dont understand
i use to be Daddys little girl!
But now I wish I had a gun in my hand!