My LIfe

Mommy and Daddy

are always happy

untill there was more...

and less of Daddy

I dont understand

I've asked so many times

I saw him today

saying things he shouldnt say

telling us to sneek out

and be with him...

But one whisper to Mommy

Daddy shot himself down to the floor.

He might not make it,

he might not live...

I'm scared for Daddy.

all of us are even Mommy.

Good news today...he's alive and well...

We get to see him..and live in his house...

Only certin rules for us....never go upstairs in his house!

While he was out...we broke the rules..

And opened a door

to a jungle of plants and so many lights...

there was another door,we opened it up!

A Doctors place sure enough...

We played for hours untill

Daddy came,he scared us both...

and beat us wit shame...

They took us back to Mommy,

Crying,bleeding,and passed out.

Daddy's going to jail today!

But the man in the suite

said if i lied things would go back

to the way they use to be...

i did lie cause

i love him so very much

2 years go by and Daddys out!

We went to see him

his friends came along

I didnt like what Daddy was doing

to that poor young woman.

he wouldnt let us leave..not till he's done.

One of his friends came up to me,

touched me in ways i can not say...

I couldnt stop him,but my brother could.

We ran off...calling Mommy on his phone.

She says I dont have to see him

but that i should one last time...

he told me i was a mistake,

that i didnt belong...a meaningless thing!

that did it for me...

Why wont heaven open its gates?

and instead leave me in this hell...

Why does God do this to me?

Why was i told my life

was a mistake?

I dont understand

i use to be Daddys little girl!

But now I wish I had a gun in my hand!

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