Do I Really Want You Back?

when i think of you

all the memories come back

it makes me smile

i want you to hold my hand again

i want your lips upon mine

i want you to hold me tight one more time

but i know

it wont be real...

not anymore...

when i think of that night...

seeing his face..

as his oxygent came back to him...

breath can be seen...

and the sight of you...

can not at all...

in a state of shock...

i was left alone...

wait...

look back to this...

think about it...

do i really want this?

do i want you back?

or is it just remorse?

is it lust?

or is it nothing?

because you werent there...

i want to make myself

believe i don't

need you anymore...

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