im not stupid
im messed up
i cant stop
the pain wont go away
theres only one way
one way to stop it all
and make it go away
so i can be free
from this world
no pain inside me
no sorrow
no feelings
looking at my lifeless body
the color is gone in my lips
the shade of brown is gone in my eyes
i took one last breath
and let go of all my lies
i never got that one last kiss
or the first one in fact
but can u guess?
all the pain is gone
taken away like it was nothing
drawn out like a plan
the razor blade was my only friend
its words were real
the coldness of the blade
like how my body lay
it felt good to get rid of all that pain
its gone, and so am i
it felt good
that i must die
there was only one way
and that way was to die!