love is a funny thing...
no matter what you think its true
it comes when you don't want it too
and sometimes even when you want it to...
it doesn't...
sometimes it takes a long time to come
and sometimes it takes a week...
it makes your heart beat faster
or it can make it slow down..
you have many loves in your life
but you only have one true love in your life
love
it makes you do crazy things
it makes you go out pass when you should
love has NO age limit
it makes you get butterflies in your tummy
when you think about your lover
when you hold your lovers hand
when you kiss their lips...
it makes you nervous every time you see them
you'll go out with them to places you don't want to go
give up things you love doing,
drugs,drinking,smoking,partying...
you think about them and smile...
when they tell you they miss you
you feel so important...
they get stuck in your head
its all you think about
kissing them, holding their hand,
giving them a hug...
saving 4 bucks to take the bus
just so you can c them...
you say that word that makes them make that face
that you just love oh so much
taking off the ring they gave you
running your fingers over the words thats on it
"i love you" thinking how lucky you are to have them...
telling your friends you don't care how old they are...
you still want to be with them no matter what...
knowing that if you called them in the middle of the night
crying your eyes out
they would wake up just to make you feel better
know that they just want to see you
when they are upset...
so you can hold them and make them feel better..
being able to tell them anything...
and know they will still love you for who you are..
not what you've done..
knowing that even if you have to part...
that one day...
they will be yours again...
and the butterflies are still there
even after you part..
your hands get sweaty just seeing them..
even a hug...does it for you...
you fall harder every time you see them...
you count down the days that you get to see them
when they go away..
you rack up your phone bill
or spend all your money on your phone
just texting them...
love makes it feel
that if you can only spend 15 mins with them
it feels like forever...
counting down to the next month that you have been together...
being scared that you will never see them again...
holding a t-shirt, or a sweater, of a stuffed toy they gave you
sleeping with it everynight
or wearing it everyday or sleep in it...
and just smelling it...
being able to feel like they are right beside you...
feeling safe in their arms...
being abe to be you with out being scared...
being able to say that you love them...
showing them off to the whole world...
even if it is in a bad place where it is not allowed..
sticking up for the one you love...
love makes you not able to look at another person
the way you look at your love...
giving them the world
even if it cant be done..
but knowing that they are your world..
that you have giving it to them..
sleeping beside them,
holding them,
knowing that you will wake up beside them.
being able to just walk around not saying a word
still feels like the best converstation ever...
love...
is a funny thing...
it makes people go crazy..
and it makes people happy...
it will make you want...
it will make you need...
it cause so much pain and hurt...
that you don't think you can live anymore...
but its the things you go through...
just to feel your heart beat faster or slower...
when you're beside them,
or talking to them on the phone,
or not even saying a word...
love...
is the scariest thing ever in the whole world...
yet we use it everyday
just so our loves know they are loved...
to be happy...
and to feel the butterflies in your tummy everyday...