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waiting...
i've been waiting...
for my clothes to be clean,
for you to tell me that you are infact okay...
that everything is going to be fine...
that i will be okay...
waiting...
for that feeling
that everything will go back to the way it was
that everything is just a dream that i have been waiting to go away
but know that this waiting...
is killing me slowly...
waiting for you to feel the same
waiting for this saddness to go away...
and i wait...
i sit in my chair...
for the buzzer to go off..
to tell me my clothes are dried...
a text message to say that you're okay
that EVERYTHING is fine
telling myself i'll be okay
that everything is infact a dream
this isn't real
but the waiting...
takes forever
you dream the night away
hoping that everything that happened
was a dream
it wasn't real
thats why i wait...
i wait for everything to be fine
that everything will be done
i'm stuck...
on stupid...
stuck on being here
stuck on this dream
stuck on waiting...
that she will text me
telling me shes okay...
waiting...
i wait days upon days...
just waiting...
sitting by my phone...
sitting by the computer...
waiting...
just waiting...
for everything...
knowing that the longer i wait..
is the longer i will be stuck on waiting...
stuck on waiting for something that wont happen
stuck on everything that is fake in my life...
just waiting...
waiting for my hair to be cut...
waiting for it to stop growing...
waiting for my life to turn around...
waiting...
waiting to spend the rest of my life in love...
in love with my love...
waiting...
for that to happen...
just waiting for so much...
waiting for you to read this...
waiting for my heart to stop beating...
and take my breath away everytime i see you...
just waiting...
waiting...
i could wait forever...
i could wait to count how many times i have used that word...
34 times...
i have never used a word so much before...
but it just feels like its the only one i can use...
for its how i feel...
how i am stuck....
on waiting for everything to go on in my life
and to just stop being stuck...
on waiting...
36 times...
