i ran my fingers across the keyboard...
once again words flow threw my fingers...
i said something...
that hurt someone..
and i'm not sorry for it...
i remembered what i shouldn't say...
but said it anyways...
i hold my breath
waiting for a text that never came...
knowing i did something wrong
i still sat in my chair and waited...
i did homework to pass the time...
nothing back...
there was a line that was set...
and i stepped over it
" i can't wait for you..."
i remembered what i shouldn't say...
but said it anyways...
what is this...
this, this pain i feel, this ache in my chest?
knowing you said something you only think and would never say
i remembered what i shouldn't say...
but i said it anyways...
and let it all pour out...
something you would only think in your mind...
but i let it just type out of my fingers...
instead of let it roll off my tongue...
i was avoided...
and shut out...
i was stupid...
but i was not wrong...
as much as i might feel this pain, this ache in my chest...
it will let that slip... the rest makes me hurt
i can't stand to know that i upset you...
i'm sorry that i upset you...
that i truly am...
but i am not sorry for what i said...
and as this goes on the hole gets deeper...
and i lay flat in the ground...
going over the line gets farther and farther away...
making it so far away that i can't see it anymore...
digging myself that i can't see the top of the world anymore...
i remembered what i shouldn't say...
but said it anyways..