i remembered what i shouldn't say... but said it anyways...

i ran my fingers across the keyboard...

once again words flow threw my fingers...

i said something...

that hurt someone..

and i'm not sorry for it...

i remembered what i shouldn't say...

but said it anyways...

i hold my breath

waiting for a text that never came...

knowing i did something wrong

i still sat in my chair and waited...

i did homework to pass the time...

nothing back...

there was a line that was set...

and i stepped over it

" i can't wait for you..."

i remembered what i shouldn't say...

but said it anyways...

what is this...

this, this pain i feel, this ache in my chest?

knowing you said something you only think and would never say

i remembered what i shouldn't say...

but i said it anyways...

and let it all pour out...

something you would only think in your mind...

but i let it just type out of my fingers...

instead of let it roll off my tongue...

i was avoided...

and shut out...

i was stupid...

but i was not wrong...

as much as i might feel this pain, this ache in my chest...

it will let that slip... the rest makes me hurt

i can't stand to know that i upset you...

i'm sorry that i upset you...

that i truly am...

but i am not sorry for what i said...

and as this goes on the hole gets deeper...

and i lay flat in the ground...

going over the line gets farther and farther away...

making it so far away that i can't see it anymore...

digging myself that i can't see the top of the world anymore...

i remembered what i shouldn't say...

but said it anyways..

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