It's hard to stop...

The blood runs down my arm

I drop my blade to the floor

in shock of what i've done

I stare at it...



as tears roll down

my cheeks...

asking "whats wrong with me?"

rocking back and forth



trying to calm myself down

trying to stop myself

from hitting another vien

watching as the blood pours out...



remembering what my friend said

trying to forget about bringing her sorrow

trying to tell her everythings fine

I'll be here tomorrow



I'm not going to cut

I swear I wont

but I want to so badly

I dont think I can



handle the pain anymore

I swear it'll only be a little one

just deep inside my skin

she'll never know



it wont hurt her

I have to believe

I'm on my knees

Slumped in a position

dead on the floor...

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