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Whatelse
My music is my soul, close your eyes and open up to hear what is no more...
Faces of old and faces of new,
People we know and people we knew,
Growing together then drifting apart,
Always an ending, but so scared to start
Falling asleep thinking everything is ok, yet waking up and can't even start my day,
As time drifts us apart & the memories start to fade, is this what I wanted, the feeling of emptiness and betrayed?
As Each day passes by,
alil bit of me just crashed and died, and each and every smile just another lie,
A metaphoric disguise as to what lies inside
A part of me that is no longer there, whose next to take my heart,
knowing they would never give me theirs.
A feeling of being stripped and bare,
My heart rate is totally off the chart,
My brain can't even focus is it even there?
I reminisce on the years we had... knowing that it took no time to fall in love but years to understand what love is. I never loved u because I needed u... I needed u because I loved u. The time we spent apart is where I found this out and without a doubt I knew I couldn't live without. I just don't understand u found arms that would hold you at ur weakest, eyes that could see you at ur lightest, and a heart that would love u at ur worst to me the definition of true love! Yet it still wasnt enough. What will this love do to me... Break me down, eat me alive knowing I'm doing all that I can and ur no longer the one I can trust with my heart anymore. I look into those pretty brown eyes of yours but I don't see the person That once was there.
To me the memories we had are worth the pain, and I know the times we were happy together are worth the times I cried alone...I guess all I have to say is that I can't hold on any longer, it's like everyone is against me, to much is expected and I'm falling apart again,
Someone please tell me...
Why is true love when I shed my tears and still want her.
Since the age of 15 I've been on my own,
Never ever knowing who's here to stay or if I'm me just another stepping stone
I love the man I've grown to be,
I just wish I didn't see all the things that I've seen
Like opening up a door can big one of ur biggest mistakes
Or following ur heart knowing you have no brakes.
I vowed to myself never to hurt another as I once was
The most important people left my heart scarred and worn
But what I've learned
Is that the Love that remains longest in your heart is the one that is not returned
