I don’t remember feeling this uneasy
I can’t pretend that it don’t bother me
I won’t care-anymore
All this pain has pushed me down
And I’m happy where I am
On the ground…
I told you everyone was selfish
Lost amid all the things they wanna’ be
I said that emptiness can be deceiving
Why should you expect any more out of me
When I – Never tried
Never lied- to you
I said too much now
I was always there- always cared
But nothings there to help us now.
If I was the girl
You thought you wanted
I guess you realize
That you were wrong
If I was the girl
Your heart belonged too
You’d know me better
Not that stupid girl
You hoped would tag along
I won’t hope you will come to your own senses
I will never try to hold on no more
I just hope you will see your misdemeanor
I never wanted any more
Then your very best-forget the rest
I only wanted to be there
I would never go-never show
That you were hurting me.
If I was the girl
You thought you wanted
I guess you realize
That you were wrong
If I was the girl
Your heart belonged too
You’d know me better
Not that stupid girl
You hoped would tag along.
No…
Never wanted any more
No…
No!
And when you see me waiting here
You’ll know that it’s not for you
And when you are all alone
What are you gonna do
When it turns on you
Will you…decide
To look
To hide,
To die
To break the fall again
But it’s too late it’s the end.
If I was the girl
You thought you wanted
I guess you realize
That you were wrong
If I was the girl
Your heart belonged too
You’d know me better
Not that stupid girl
You hoped would tag along.
If I was the girl (the girl you wanted)
Oh yeah your wrong about that
Cause I am strong
Won’t tag along
I can do better then that
(if I was your girl)
I can do better then that
(if I was your girl)
If I was your girl
You’d know me better
And you wouldn’t be alone again.
Again.
maybe its attitude palying in the backround maybe tis not eharing it but it just didn't hit home with me
or maybe its the pain in my lip
Much Love
Ashley