I don't remember feeling this uneasy
I can't pretend that it don't bother me
I won't care- anymore
all this pain has pushed me down
and i'm happy where i am
on the ground...
I told you everyone was selfish
lost amid all the things that they want to be
I said that emptiness can be decieving
why should you expect anymore out of me
when I- never tried
never lied too you
I said too much now
I was always there
always cared-
but nothing can help us now.
If I was the girl
you thought you wanted
i guess you realize
that you were wrong
If i was the girl
your heart belonged too
you'd know me better
not just that stupid girl
you hoped would hang around
My muse again
I should like reword this into a fight and tell it to greg
i love you nikki
sometimes i swear you are the only person who understands me (it's probably mostly you beign so much like me but meh who cares)
good job love
finish soon
ash
Much Love
Ashley