Let me say I never cared
spent night's alone without you there;
every moment - hell for me
in every dream I watch you leave.
You disappear and say goodbye
think i'm a bitch - I never tried;
leave to protect my mental state
looking for peace instead of hate.
Try to be a little wise
protect yourself from our demise;
looking in to touch the pain
to tear the wound open again.
Let you say you always knew
it wouldn't last between us two;
every moment - hell for you
the past repeats as nothing new.
I disappear and say goodbye
think you're a fool - denying lies;
leave to conserve your fragile thoughts
looking for joy instead of loss.
Try to finally comprehend
those who don't break must surely bend;
this bleakness eats from deep inside
feeding on love long left to die.
I don't like it
Much Love
Ashley