Icna't be what you wanted
or anything you need
i'll never quite be good enough
i'll never take the lead.
I'm too filled with emotions
too burdened with regret
lost in what I thuoght I knew
things I haven't conquered yet.
Standing on the border
of the destruction that I am
you would think that I would try
but it's clear I never can.
You deserve so damn much better
then a life that I could give
i'm already long dead today
I know you want to live.
I can't be what you wanted
but it's far better this way
you deserve the things that I can't give
I know I just can't let you stay.
This is exactly how I feel right now. I honestly think the people in my life would be much better off with out me.Gret poem.
Heather
I hear ya love
only I also love it all and then I get conffuffled :(
ash
Much Love
Ashley