You Deserve Better

Icna't be what you wanted

or anything you need

i'll never quite be good enough

i'll never take the lead.



I'm too filled with emotions

too burdened with regret

lost in what I thuoght I knew

things I haven't conquered yet.



Standing on the border

of the destruction that I am

you would think that I would try

but it's clear I never can.



You deserve so damn much better

then a life that I could give

i'm already long dead today

I know you want to live.



I can't be what you wanted

but it's far better this way

you deserve the things that I can't give

I know I just can't let you stay.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I hate it all

View nicole.j.burgess's Full Portfolio
Heather Kadiuraus's picture

This is exactly how I feel right now. I honestly think the people in my life would be much better off with out me.Gret poem.

Heather

running_with_rabbits's picture

I hear ya love
only I also love it all and then I get conffuffled :(

ash


Much Love

Ashley