I never meant to feel this empty
though it's my feeling everyday
I never meant to see this pain
though it's all I seem to see
I never meant to hear your hurt
but it's the very role I play
I never meant to feel this empty
but without that who would I be.
I never meant to hate this life
but it's a tendancy I have
I never meant to hate you too
but you never left me a choice
I never meant to think in black
though that colour shapes my day
I never meant to speak these words
but without them I have no voice.
I never meant to want to die
but this was just was too much for me
I never meant to cut my wrists
but I just felt the need to bleed
I never meant to make you cry
but that was past all my control
I never meant to kill myself
but all this pain destroyed my soul.
no one ever menas too hunnie
"now everybody wants you
bring you flowers for your hair"
good song good good
i like the i never meant to hate you coz i feel it all the time
"I never meant to cut my wrists
but I just felt the need to bleed"
amazing lines hunnie
and the last two
:( i feel ya and i am here
ash
Much Love
Ashley
hey nikki
well u better not cut ur wrists or i will personally kick ur ass!!! even tho i even had the thoughts, but its no way out..no matter how much pain is in our lives....death wont take it away or bring back our loved ones that have eaither died or just LEFT us hanging. dont take the easy way out....even if its a thought, ok? talk to u soon give me a call sometime...ok hehe talk soon
Belinda