Have I ever felt this insecure
in my short but dismal life
have I ever felt this extreme pain
that comes straight from your knife.
I can't remember any time
when I so badly wanted you to leave
but I also don't remember
why I let you be my hearts theif.
I do remember all the times
I heard apologies
but still walk away in the hardest times
dispite my cries and pleas.
How manytimes have I been here
I really want to know
just wondering why i'm still here
why I do not just go.
Wonder why I ended here
there's other places i'd much rather be
then here unhappy, here with you
losing myself, who I could be.
lol i don't like this one
ash
Much Love
Ashley