My heart is now breaking apart
It used to fight and stay together,
It wants to make it through
But nothing lives forever.
My smile used to come
But now we never see it,
I try to force expression
But I just need reason to believe it.
Now I see the sun
And all I feel is pain,
Thank god for the clouds
Because brightness now brings pain.
It’s now I’ve become hopeless
No matter what my focus,
No chance for happy tears
Not even my brain knows this.
I want the clouds to be normal
And the sun to heal my heart,
Because it’s just that sense of hope
That rips me apart.
The one that stands out in the dark
Will I ever find that star?
When I feel it so close
It’s truly beyond far.