Elegy of the Undead

I wake

To a full awareness of your presence

Daydreaming of your touch against

My quivering lips

Touching. Thinking. Feeling.

 

I walk 
And kissed the ground where you once stood 
Following every move you make 
Capturing every word you speak 
Feeling. Waiting. Yearning. 


I breathe 
Filling my lungs with your very essence 
My soul bathing in your scent 
Lest you disappear into some uncharted space 
Yearning. Reaching. Wishing. 


I feel 
In the gospel of your obliviousness  
And my own willful heartbeat 
Uncontrolled addiction to imagined bliss 
Wishing. Sobbing. Fading. 


I die 
In the cold darkness of your eyes and 
Your unfeigned ignorance of my existence 
Slowly dissolving into some remote chasm  
Fading. Screaming. Dying. 


Wake. Walk. Breathe. Feel. 
The only way to be alive 
Is when you can finally see me.  

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