Try to Forget

Nameless to you I remain
Internally ignore to remove the pain
You're wasted, again, along with us slakes
Empty bottles of forgotten mistakes

Flapping, rolling, floating
Snorting, thriving, dragging
Learning, blazing, pulling
Changing, wishing, crashing

Vulnerable and weak I am the used
But memories apparent like a tender bruise
Trying to forget the ones held deep
Revenging by using then causing repeat

Constantly nostalgic, a stressing fault
Virtue of innocence comes to a halt
It's up to us each moment that's met
Embrace in equality the sunrise and set

A bandage one day will cover my wounds
Soldier on as belligerents come through
Rejection and failure creating a stack
Impossible to stop, no turning back

Hundreds of wakings, pounding head
Body weak with a day to dread
Facing routines regretting the moon
Again and again, damned to be doomed

Brisk temperature turns my fingers red
Smoke sizzling each lung to dead
Quickly sucking to speed the burn
Still I drag for reasons unlearned

Passed to me the crums packed tight
Grey to my head as soon as I light
Green, green, green- feeding addiction
Again in the hole, wasting redemption

Living freely and fearless led to more
Through my nose it stung my core
Time after time the sniff became fast
Bearable then lusting I loved the task

Mind rocketed miles above
Everything touched a massage of love
Music pounding unattainable sound
An experience not met, nothing I've found

Trucks speed fast and hit me hard
Dark room upstairs I can't disregard
Jealousy, lies, regrets, mistakes
All these firsts won't be replaced

Mountains to climb, mountains surround
Valley of truths, this wild playground
Expanding settings but diminishing smarts
Bricks being broken until I depart

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