Don't comment on my permanent frown
Or would smiles make you more secure?
Apologies and pardon me's, I'll put more effort into fooling you
Funny how emotions are controlled by society's conscience
Taught to feel until you're all grown up
So keep the truth locked under grin like infection under skin
Let this gangrene childhood eat you inside out
Until the disease starts to leak through but no one knows what's wrong with you
Invisible wounds cocooned in bacteria
Just let it spill through opened veins - the innocents are liars just the same
Conditioned to be and then left to destroy themselves
With the scheming of an innocent child
You wrap yourself in ignorance
Play by their rules, used as their tool
Until that infection spills out and it all crashes down
The aching is an unbearable burn, but still so much to learn
Where did the safe times go? Were they even there at all?
But while insecurity sets in
Until insanity's dream
Keep the truth locked under grin like infection under skin
Let this gangrene childhood eat you inside out.