I awoke
at 3 am this morning.
For a moment,
I thought that
you were only in the bathroom.
But you weren't
here at all.
You were in another place,
another bed
far away from mine.
For a moment
I still thought
you may walk in
and turn on the fan
devilishly asking
if I were cold yet.
But you were
sleeping elsewhere
last night,
this morning,
the night before
and probably tonight
as well.
I'll just have to
learn to
live with that.