A glance,
A moment,
And you're here once again.
You give me those looks.
The ones that bring it all back.
The ones that say I'm someone
you could have
would have
loved.
If we had it to do over
I wonder if you would
take away the "could have"s
and "would have"s.
I wonder if I would.
Then I would simply be
someone you loved.
And then would we tack "once"
onto the end?
A finished affair?
Or would we be scandalous
and put "still" in there?
Or maybe we would lose the "-ed"
all together.
I would be someone you love.
No, that wouldn't work.
That would change our present.
Maybe any of it would.
But wonder is all we can do.
The present is promising
and the past will never change.