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Lost In Life
My mother was a dope fiend
Trying to raised me in between
Her highs and her lows.
I'm a kid with nowhere to go.
With all the daddy's I had
I didn't learn love, instead
I learned survival.
Now I'm all grown up
And I don't give a fuck
'Cause I never had nobody
That ever cared enough about me.
So I base worth on what you can give.
Already dead inside, it's impossible to live
By the words of the Bible.
I just take whatever I need.
Everyday somebody bleeds
Literallly of figuratively speaking.
And all night I am tweaking.
Running from the pain inside
Created from no love and nowhere to hide.
Not living, I merely exist.
It's not the way I wanted it to be
But with no one around to teach me
I continue on in my ignorance.
No love in my heart is my license.
All I know is struggle and fight'n
Flowing like a creature of the night and
I live by my fist.
With nothing to loose and hate stored
Trust and believe I will not be ignored.
Instead of love I look for attention.
Feels good when the room is filled with tension.
That's when I function at my best.
Crisis to crisis is normal, not a test.
I am comfortable with strife.
I have no direction, plans or goals.
Where I'll end up only heaven knows.
I never think past the current minute.
Filled with anger and resentment
From a live thats been severe.
Take one step at a time without fear.
Some say I'm lost in life.
I say ...... I'm still here.
