I walk around hopeless
Homeless in sin
As a spectator of my own life
Waiting for the pain to end
To be or not to be
I say to the mirror
Dear GOD why me
Please make everything clearer
What I need is a friend
To teach me not to pretend
That I’m alright
In a world so intimidating
Always making
Red tape and haste
This life gifted me is a waste
Why ask why
When the answers always the same
If no one calls then nobody cares
Who knows the meaning of my name
Eyes wide open
Still I can’t see
What is going to become of me
In my stillness I am hoping
To smile
With the innocence of a child
I wish for happiness
A reason worthwhile
To live crisis to crisis
Or else be bored
With opportunity and wisdom stored
Away
For the sunshine that follows
A rainy day
My mind works
As my knee jerks
To each second
Of each minute
Of each hour
Of each day
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
I guess I broke another clock