Afterwords I filled pages of my sketchpad
with solid black ink
permanent marker streaks across archival paper
there were no drawings
it was just corner to corner
edge to edge
edge to edge
edge to edge
edge to edge
the marker streaks betrayed me
betrayed my betrayal
He was my friend
the Ickey Woods poster
my bleary eyes fixated
waking up to .....
pushing him away
my arms held down
against my body
He's small
I'm much smaller
On the other side of that door is a joke poster
It depicts differents types of shit
and I really stepped in it