******Where Are You?******
My first born child, my daughter, where are YOU?
Are you longing for me, as I AM Longing for YOU?
Where are you Nikki?
Something has been stirring deep inside my gut and soul
It awakened a deep instinct in me, a whisper, a heartbeating,
Was that you my Beautiful womanchild?
Where are you Nikki?
Are you in need of help, are you Going Through Tribulations?
I'm so sorry, I've not been able to be the Mother you needed and deserved!
When I see mother's and their children, inside silently I break and cry,
Why, why couldn't I have been a mother to my children?
Where are you my long lost precious one?
Please CREATORS, and ANCESTORS watch over my womanchild, protect her,
Ease this burning longing, this soul and spiritual aching, forgive my Ignorance......
Where are you sweet daughter of mine, womanchild of my womb?
Can you ever forgive me? I still try to forgive myself......
I miss the sound of your voice, your beautiful smile, Please be alright
Be safe and well......
Where are you Nikki, where are you child of my womb!?!
Chicahuac Necahuatl
"Strong Left Behind Survivor"
9/1/2023 4:01pm CST