It's happening again. I cannot stop the momentum that is driving every action and thought that runs through my over worked brain. It is not a burden, or trouble, nothing like that. It is an overwhelming feeling to the point of constant admiration for those eyes that stare right through my walls. The second her eyes lock with mine I have no choice but to blink, I cannot stare in to those flawless unspoken eyes with out instantly becoming flush in the face. I cannot let her see how much my eyes long to see and hold her, making the world stop in our wake, the tide cannot make me go back to before. The flood gates have opened and the only hope I have is that some how, some way, this heartfelt warfare can subside and truth and love finally take over.