Why can't I keep my feelings to myself?
And keep everything locked inside.
So far it's been the only thing that's helped,
But it still hasn't made me smile.
Sometimes I wish I could stop this writing,
My words have begun to make me blind.
Sometimes I wish I could give up and stop trying,
And start to wake up and slowly unwind.
It has been so different,
Something I can't explain,
I can't even take a hint,
But I can bring myself the pain.
Why can't I get rid of my regret?
Those stupid things I couldn't help but do,
I'm just talking to myself I bet,
I can't still be waiting here for you...
...Only in a perfect world do dreams come true,
For a guy like me there is certainly nothing I can do.
This living in a broken world just doesn't help me through,
I don't know if I can keep my feelings away from you.