How much does it take to find a simple answer?
Just a yes or a no, maybe I should just ask her?
It gets too hard when I'm laying alone and dying,
On the floor, face in hands, screaming and crying.
I let myself grow up, much to early for them to see,
I was put so far apart, so far they couldn't see me bleed.
The years I changed are the years I lay waste,
There was no smile for me, not even a little trace.
I let myself down, and again I feel the pain,
My heart's been squeezed so hard, your hands have left it drained,
The once crimson red now can't help but run black,
All those wasted years that I will never get back.
Have you ever been stabbed by a thousand knives?
Have you gotten nothing from changing someone's life?
Have you screamed to god and hoped that you'd die?
I left myself down, I led my own demise.