It's so depressing,
Waiting to see my friends confessing,
Finally exclaiming the way they really feel,
Finally saying our friendship was never real.
I'm just an obligation,
A waste of time they've taken,
Just come out and say it,
I'm the one you've always hated.
Quit faking like your the better person,
Even I can see that that's not true,
Quit saying I put on so much pressure,
Stop acting like I never knew.
That's great that you have so many friends,
I'm just blessed with a few,
Will they last? It all depends,
Hopefully they aren't nothing like you.
So quit all the lying,
Just say I'm a loser,
So you can stop trying,
And realize the truth hurts.
Soon you'll be gone,
And I'll be completely alone,
It's nothing I haven't felt before,
I just can't wait to feel like shit some more.
You don't deserve anything you can't be,
You know I'm everything you need.
Your true self, I just couldn't see,
Now I know that you never gave a fuck about me...