Am I trying to play god?
Or am I just a fraud?
Always feeling so proud,
That I help people climb out.
But is that really what I do?
Am I really helping you?
Maybe I'm the one who's screwed?
Cause deep inside I'm always blue.
I always help you with your problems,
That's because I know how to solve them,
Sometimes I feel like I'm buried alive,
When you ask what's wrong I just say I'm fine.
I feel bad because I usually don't lie.
Do I help you to help keep away mine?
I'd like to think I have better intentions,
I always help you more with each new confession,
That must mean it goes deeper than I think,
But I question if I'm right with each passing blink.
Am I playing god or am I a real friend?
I must be a friend, I'll be there till the end.
But who's will come first?
What if this eats me away?
And I can't write another verse,
And wake to a new day?
I've seen almost everything,
But me, I'm just gray.