I don't remember the words
I just remember the way your lungs screamed for air
Until I agreed to run with you
Weaving through cracks in the street
Like weaving my fingers through the cracks in your hands
We ran right into traffic
We ran right out of our souls
I don't remember how the first burn felt
I just remember that our freedom was like candy
Our bare feet scorched on the pavement like a sore tooth
We brushed it off, filled the cavities in our feet with porcelain callus
Refused to come down from the sugar high
We ran right through our flesh
Right out of daylight
And far away from home
Before the shadows we once stood in for shelter
Became the very shadow that robbed us of eyes
You told me that if I let go of your thumb
Just for a while
You could use it to build us a new shelter
You told me that our hands would find each other again
But you gave your thumb to someone else
I still wonder if she saw me standing behind you
One hitchhiker is company
Two is just a crowd
The sharp rocks in the gravel flatten now
Underneath the thickness of my memories
Cement has long since lodged into my bones
I'm still walking
Trying to find my way back home
I hope you feel safe hiding behind your seatbelt
But these very rocks will pierce through your illusions
Rob the air from your rubber lungs
I hope it hits you one day like the headlights that blind my direction
The traffic may knock me over but
My spine is stronger now
My spine is stronger now
But so stiff