I had that dream again.
The one where we’re standing
beside a wishing well
and I fell in.
I fall in love with the way
you rarely smile.
I fall in love with the way
you seldom laugh.
I fall in love with the way
you please me.
I fall in love with the way
you displease me.
I had that dream again.
The one where you watch
me fall.
With a face so emotionless I can see right through you.
I kept falling.
You pushed me in and I kept falling.
Falling deeper and deeper
in love with the way this hurts.
The iciness of the water
the stinging sensations
So cold I’m on fire.
Don’t tell me I don’t know desire.
Now here’s your body.
Pale blue and stiff.
You’re a death saver as I cling on to what’s left of you.
Let’s just float here for awhile.
Please.
Let’s just float here for awhile.
While you’re calm.
While you’re not breathing.
Let’s just float here for awhile.
Where I know you’re never leaving.