I sit in my cage
-breathing to be eating
-sleeping only to be dreaming.
I wake up alone in my cage
to a stream of sunlight from a world
that I am no longer a part of
-a stream of sunlight that provides
neither comfort nor warmth.
I rest against the bars of my cage
knowing that I don’t even deserve
the feeling of the cool steel against
my skin.
After forcing chunks of dead flesh
down,
I clutch the little, silver key that could release
me from my cage.
Instead, I curl upon the dirty floor
in the middle of my cage and close
my eyes to escape.
But I never want to leave.