Where are you then? (5/7/04)

Where are you when I need you the most?

Where are you when I boldly declare

that I’m tired of being your second best

and that I no longer care?

if you need me or not.

My desire for you is a bruised apple

abandoned and left to rot.

Where are you when I say these things?

Do you know what power refusing you brings?

I’m afraid I’ll never know

for you come to me just in time for me to

lay down my convictions and forget.

Forget that I love him more

forget that I’m not your whore.

forget that I hate you for tearing me apart

forget that the morning comes to me

with a bouquet of regret.

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