Now I’m afraid of silence
When I used to be afraid of your voice.
Now I’m afraid of being alone
When all I ever wanted to do was escape.
Now I’m afraid for the day to end.
When I used to always be one day ahead.
Now I’m afraid of the dark
When I once felt burned by the sun.
Now I’m afraid of sleep
When I used to dream of never waking up.
Now I’m afraid of getting too close
When I used to be so forward.
In silence I’m peace less and broken.
In loneliness I’m faced with my own unaffectionate soul.
In the sunset I wish I could do it all over again, I beg for the chance to make it all right.
In darkness I’m surrounded by candles that won’t light.
In my slumber I’m haunted by the past
Disguised as a dream; refusing to let go.
In an embrace I feel vulnerable and transparent.
Now I’m afraid they’ll know.