If I don’t pick this razor up
I’ll never finish this.
With every reminder
With every kiss
My blood burns colder
Longing for the cut
I can’t see you.
See you in any part of me
But these scars.
These scars show.
You were everything to me
If I let this bottle drop
The poison won’t have its way
One more drink and you’re erased from yesterday.
I can’t touch you.
Touch you the way I did.
But I can still feel you.
Screaming through the inside.
If I lay down and fall asleep
Will I awake in your bed?
I can’t have that
I won’t risk this
I’d rather be dead.