there are these nights,
where i stay up 'til dawn,
there are no lights, pitch black,
dozen times i yawn,
thinking about where i have been,
troubles that i have encountered,
places that i have traveled to,
but, nothing can compare,
when i have those nights to think,
and have little time to myself,
putting aside everyone but me,
taking time to think about,
what i need to change,
what i need to do,
of how i need to improve myself,
for life in general, for others,
but most importantly,
to make myself happy with who i am,
trying to be something i am not,
making sure i dont lie, cheat,
or do something stupid,
even though i know, i am only human,
having my flaws, so many races in life,
with so many unsatisfying draws,
it will always be a struggle,
but no matter what,
things will work out for the best,