if i deserve the best,
what the hell happened to you,
you're out of my life,
dont worry i wont go back to the knife,
things aren't going so great,
i fake it so well,
wishing it can all go back,
please get me out of this hell,
what will i ever get back in return,
nothing will come back to me,
feels like a constant burn,
i can not wait for my turn,
enough trouble falling asleep,
through out the night,
i cant even count the sheep,
will anything ever be allright!
screw those endless thoughts!
i have finally came to realize,
those were careless thoughts,
a waste of long loving nights,