I hate the pain that you cause me, but when its reaching to me I cant help the pleasure I endure with my self inflicted pain. It makes me feel like I start to gain in the game when you look at me and see my scars. Not just emotionally but physically. So when you take a glare at the scars, I hope that you realize that each red line is not made up in my mind and is for real. That the scars are for you, and you will always be there in a scar.