December 16, 2011
Everything I have learned
Has hurt and left scars that burn
I hate how I feel
Because only hate seems real
I've become so unkind
Almost as if I've lost my mind
I trust to get let down
I ignore it without sound
I played a hard game
Lost, I live with the shame
I threw away
What should be showing today
Everything I have come to learn
Hurts with every new burn
It's only my life to deal
So dark is how I feel