May 18th, 2004
Of all the poems that I've ever wrote
This is the only one that I wont sugar coat
This is my real
This is how I feel
I hate David my ex, yet I love him too
Because we did make a life too
I did nothing but hurt my friends
But only this time it mends
I counted all the guys
And boy I had a suprise
Just in two years
The thought I had was fear
I'm afraid of my future and haunting past
I'm afraid of relationships that wont last
I'm afraid to open again
I'm afraid of a life that I need to begin
This is the poem that I wrote
Here there is no sugar coat
This is how I feel
This is me, This is Real