April 20th, 2018
I tried and I tried
Countless times I cried
I drank and tried to forget
I tried to drown the regret
I drank to cover
The fact I wanted you forever
I drank to hide my emotions
Which seemed as big as oceans
I did as I was asked to do
I fell deeply in love with you
Because there were nights you asked me to
Those were the times I thought you knew
I left it all and gave it away
I took a turn one day
You asked me to let you go
So I watched my inner light stop its glow
I was crushed and broken
So the next person I held on to every word spoken
For you I moved on
Crushing my one great phenomenon