March 23rd, 2017
Here I am in this life
I've become a mother and a hell of a wife
Five beautiful babies that are all mine
And my favorite word has become fine
I hate the life I live
This is more than the means I have to give
I consistantly internally hate and rage
However on the oustide I'm an actor on the stage
Thoughts to end it all are always close
Bullets to kill, or drugs to overdoes
Not like anyone would notice or care
Until there was no more clean laundry to wear
Living a life I tought I wanted
Everything could be easily flaunted
Yet here I am
Regreting every step of my plan