Here I am

March 23rd, 2017

 

Here I am in this life

I've become a mother and a hell of a wife

Five beautiful babies that are all mine

And my favorite word has become fine

 

I hate the life I live

This is more than the means I have to give

I consistantly internally hate and rage

However on the oustide I'm an actor on the stage

 

Thoughts to end it all are always close

Bullets to kill, or drugs to overdoes

Not like anyone would notice or care

Until there was no more clean laundry to wear

 

Living a life I tought I wanted 

Everything could be easily flaunted

Yet here I am

Regreting every step of my plan

 

 

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