How many times can a heart break
How much tolerance before the soul shake
True love took back it's helping hand
Saying it's my loss the hourglass ran out of sand
Will I dry up with all the tears that i cry
If I kept this up in the long run will i die
I need somewhere to run a place to hide
Get away from me wash it away with the tide
So scared of depression
Nowhere to rid of my aggression
Need to run away
Sick of this game that I play
Disgrace to my family so ashamed
Cannot consider myself as a Phan for i'll only be blamed
Made my mother cried tears she's never wept
Lost her as a mother for years she hasn't slept
For what I'm going through is it really my own doing
Do i deserve this burden on my chest for I wish I can be removing
Threatened by my loved ones
I will grab my purse
For rejected from this earth
And my ancestors put a curse
Running around in circles
This will never end
All I ever ask for was happiness
Not a world that plays pretend