My heart is numb
frozen like ice
I don't know why the pain is growing
Expanding it enlarges twice
I swell up
can't take it anymore
holding it back no longer
streams of tears run down drying my inner core
Not once anything ever seems right
when somthing is fixed
no matter how hard i can't hold on with all my might
Constantly I feel usless and dumb
never accomplished much
The size of my existence is the size of a crumb
What is wrong
I dont know
seems like the road is so dim and long
...When will i reach the end