Tears

He hurt me so much

made me cry for so many nites

Yet i still can't seem to get over him

been trying to tell myself that he's not worth it

but there where the times when he

can make you feel your best that you could ever be



he hurted me because of what he didn't see

caused me pain from what he didn't do

blinded to see the mistakes

clueless about what is happening on the inside of me



I stand here in the cold darkness

sometimes i wonder why i am still here grieving over this loss

then it came to me

he was different

one of a kind

unlike others i have known



Like they say "there are plenty of fish in the sea"

but what if this was the fish i was meant to keep

my tears dropping into the ocean of life

these are the chances of ever finding them

are as certain as having the fish i let go swim back to me



It tears me apart whenever i look into his eyes

they are glossed

souless and dead

Seems that the special place in his heart for me is gone

what have i done



Have i created a mistake

been blind to my own actions

and clueless about his feelings inside?

I will never know why this seperation has caused

it is going to be a while before I finally get up

and leave



So afraid to go

He took a part of me and ran away

I want it back

there would be no me withought it

there must not be a empty hole inside my heart



I will keep searching

one day another fish will give that peice back

and i would live my life and move on

then find those tear drops i have lost in the ocean

He won't hurt me no more

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Change withought.. to without

I don't know what to say here. I kind of wish this girl who likes me to think of finding a new fish too. Such intence love, something i never found yet...*sigh...