when are things gonna get better,
will they ever?
i doubt it.
going down a downward spiral,
neverending.
with a life of drugs and depression,
my life is a mess;
nothin' will ever work out.
so why,
you ask why,
do i resort to the maximum levels
of intoxication,
for the mind?
maybe,
because
it's the
only
thing
that
keeps me
up.