Do I tell him or do I not?
The truth will pull him apart
But lying will hurt me more later
To hide it would be easier
Than to face the ramifications
Of what I have dome
But with the truth
I’ll lose so much
Not only “us” but your friendship
Without you I am nothing
Without you how could I go on
I need you now more than ever
You’ve been so good to me
Why do you stay by me
Through all that I do
Your steps never falter
Even though my words tear through you
I cannot tell you yet
For I would lose too much
Please forgive me
But I can’t hurt you again