You know I find it amusing
As I look back on the past two years
I see how poorly I was treated
How dark my days were
The amount of time I wasted
On someone who didn't care
No matter what happened
Your words and actions
Always contradicting themselves
I couldn't be myself
I couldn't be someone else
I couldn't be who you wanted
You didn't know what you wanted
I was never good enough for you
But you loved me still?
I should have told you more about me
But you would never listen when I was serious
And when I joked they fell flat
When you joked, you made fun of me
What kind of relationship is that?
For two years I was with you
I went away and always came back
No more of that!
I've left for good
I see the differences in how I'm treated
And such differences they are!
Now I can smile and mean it
Now I can laugh and be sincere
I can be myself at all times
With no worries or guilt
I know the meaning of loving oneself
And of loving another
Such a pity you don't
No more crying over your empty words
Your harsh anger
Your stupid guilt trips
You are not worth my pain or tears
You're not worth my time
You never told me what was on your mind
When I started to open up
You told me it was too little too late.
Now you tell me what you're thinking
Well, guess what buddy?
It's too little, too late.
I don't want you around anymore
I'm through with the hurt
You can't injure my heart anymore
I've taken it back from your death grasp
And given it to someone who cares