October 19, 2022
I try to no end
and still I am sitting here without a friend
Sitting all alone
I'm not even sure who I coudl phone
My thoughts are always so dark
and I only dream of finding a mark
A small and simple way
To end every bad day
Drugs and booze
help, but I dont lose
I just need one way
to process the decay
Make it final so I no longer have to try
No more tears to cry
No more questions that would ask me why
Grandma made it look so simple to just stop and die