October 19, 2022
When you're all alone with no one around
Your thoughts become the biggest sound
If I died tomorrow
I do not believe there would be much sorrow
I am just a punching bag for every one
I take all the hits and then for you I even try to reason
Maybe my action was what made that be
the person who actually hates me
I can't tell anyone I need a hand
It's not like they'd help or take a stand
I am just a nobody in and about
And I am the perosn filled with doubt
I hate this angry person
It's exhausting and uncertain
Like, do I drink and get a hangover
or pop pills and over dose like before